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Sun, Jul. 20th, 2008, 10:55 am
[i]yellowgurly posting in [i]proanorexia: i was right :(

So i was right :(. my ex and that girl are like together. i went to hang out with my friends yesterday and i saw them together, my jaw dropped i was like.. are you KIDDING ME?! people have been telling me about that all week but i had never actually saw it till yesterday. he puts his arm around her he held hands with her he has obviously moved on. hes moved on and im left being the bad guys still if i hate on them even a little. i knew it! i was right about everything and i dont kno why they waited so long! i asked him about it time after time And he just got mad at me. you know what i think? i think he waited till our relationship died so he wouldnt feel bad moving on so quickly. she knows everything my ex and i went through and she still pounces right when we break up. ugh i hate to get out of here. turbo jam class.... blow off some steam :(

Sun, Jul. 20th, 2008, 12:49 pm
[i]cherrios_sux posting in [i]proanorexia:

i don't fit in.
i thought i did.
and i know they don't hate me,
but i don't fit in,
i don't have that connection.




i don't want to eat anymore.

Sun, Jul. 20th, 2008, 06:45 pm
[i]xoxmodelthinxox posting in [i]proanorexia:

 how many inches are there in a feet? im trying to work out things on losertown.com

<33

Mon, Jul. 21st, 2008, 01:30 am
[i]julynand posting in [i]proanorexia: justloveme25!!!


 Justloveme25 ... sending a very special angel to watch over you and keep you safe and sound on this beautiful earth!! Hang in there, Stay strong, Dont let go!!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Sun, Jul. 20th, 2008, 07:26 pm
[i]skinnyornot posting in [i]proanorexia: face to a name

part... many.

since we made some new pictures on our awesome holiday at the weekend I felt like posting some :-) I'll probably post bikini pics too later, I'm just a little shy! lol *turning red*

excuse my messy hair, I didn't really have the time to wash it over the weekend.

new pics )

Sun, Jul. 20th, 2008, 01:24 pm
[i]skinnymeplease7 posting in [i]proanorexia: Which of the two...

ABC or 2468?

I need to lose at least 10 pounds in 30 days. Which one is more effective? Please explain experiences :))

Thanks guys :) 

Sun, Jul. 20th, 2008, 12:18 pm
[i]stayprettyx3 posting in [i]proanorexia: JUSTLOVEME25!!!!

This is for you.

Sun, Jul. 20th, 2008, 12:03 pm
[i]lovinmysoldierr posting in [i]proanorexia: FAVORITE LOW CAL YUMMIES

My list )



Add on :]
You can make a new section that I forgot, too.
Only low cal healthy foods that are yummy
may give all these fainting people some good ideas of what won't mess them, just fill them up .
<3

Sun, Jul. 20th, 2008, 05:57 pm
[i]xoxmodelthinxox posting in [i]proanorexia:

u gh sundays are the worst days of my life ! due to sunday  roasts .. every frikin week i can smell it and its so tempting to eat it omg its soo hard!!!! 

 i had a masive fight with my mum n step dad bought moni n mi bf so thats a good reason not to eat with them :D buh im still soooooooo tempted agh !! i no like 10 mins of eating puts like 2 hours of exercising on me .. so its not worth it ugh i hate this soo much !!!! why do they invent this food WHY!!

<33

Sun, Jul. 20th, 2008, 11:47 am
[i]mackenzieee posting in [i]anorexicqueen: my avoidance of church

is because everytime I go I feel so guilty for my chosing to live in my eating disorder. I love church, but I hate it at the same time. Pretty much all I listen to is christian music because it always lifts my mood, but going to churci is another thing. I hate the guilt. It makes me want to let go, but I can't do that. I think about how I'm destroying the one chance I get at life. I know I should try to stop, but I don't really want to. So I just rarely go but today I went. Anyone relate?

Sun, Jul. 20th, 2008, 05:42 pm
[i]bingeandpurge07 posting in [i]proanorexia: Advice: Not ED Related.

Hello everyone, i hope you're all doing okay today:-

My boyfriend takes photography in college and his assignment over the break was to take a series of pin-up photos. & He chose me.
Today i went to this place with him & he showed me the sett etc and it really is magnificent. Its like leopard print, with leopard print blankets and these warm red silk cushions, It really is amazing.
Then he showed me what he wanted me to wear, i knew it was going to be undiiess etc but likee. He got the size exactly right :|
He pulled out a pair of tartan size 4 panties with this massive red bow on the hipp & a matching small lacy bra.

The only problem is- He isn't allowed to edit the photos, which means i have to look perfect or his photography needs to be better than proffesional.

Can anyone offer any advice pleaaaaaseeee?
xx

Sun, Jul. 20th, 2008, 05:33 pm
[i]ana_lalala posting in [i]proanorexia:

thinspo )
i'm really sorry but for some reason i cannot lock this :( :(

Sun, Jul. 20th, 2008, 10:31 am
[i]dying2bthin_09 posting in [i]proanorexia:

question: on fasts do you count the hours that you're sleeping or just awake?

Sun, Jul. 20th, 2008, 12:14 pm
[i]xdemolitionx posting in [i]proanorexia:

a couple of things that are new:
recently i realized that when i was bike riding my fingers were getting like tingly... like they fell asleep
which is really wierd becasue it never happened before
i was wondering if this happened to anyone else.

and 
when ive been purging.. ive been throwing up blood..like i scratched my throat/mouth.
its wierd because before this never happend but ever since i relapsed again.. idk things are much different.

Sun, Jul. 20th, 2008, 04:55 pm
[i]unrealjealously posting in [i]proanorexia:

I'm just waiting. killing time.
Waiting for it to get dark so I can smoke and watch the comedy that's on Tv, it makes me feel so much better.


I'm so bored, I can't excersise or even clean because I broke my ankle,
trust me, I've tried. :(



I may go take some pictures so I can look at them when I want to binge and I won'#t because am huge. :(

I might take one every week.


Ergh any ideas on what to do to fill my time? :S

I'm normally fine today just seems so long.

think thinx

Sun, Jul. 20th, 2008, 04:46 pm
[i]xoxmodelthinxox posting in [i]proanorexia:

food haunts me even when im fucking sleepng!!!

 i had a nightmare that i went down to the kitchen and saw a x-l mc donalds meal and ate it all ! when i woke up i felt like sucha failure!

 im so glad it wer a dream tho!

Sun, Jul. 20th, 2008, 10:39 am
[i]lovinmysoldierr posting in [i]proanorexia: Boooooo

So appearantly I lost 4.2lbs since yesterday morning.

yeah.okay.

thanks AWESOME water weight.
Like I'm happy, but I know the next few days will be suck.
hmm..
mixed emotions.

Mon, Jul. 21st, 2008, 01:38 am
[i]xk_la posting in [i]proanorexia: Argh!

I swear, long distance relationships are the worst, we use to talk everyday, now he has a job and we can only chat on the weekends and it fucking sucks because his internet is being gay and basically I love this guy and can't wait to see him in a year and a half, but his job is ruining everything we have.
We have become so distant in over 2 weeks.

Sun, Jul. 20th, 2008, 04:37 pm
[i]unrealjealously posting in [i]proanorexia:

Is anyone about 5'9 here?
If so what are you're stats? :)

I'm still making up for my weird recovery thing. :(
My familly think I'm all good now and i've learnt to hide it better from the mistakes i made last time.

Sun, Jul. 20th, 2008, 04:25 pm
[i]unrealjealously posting in [i]proanorexia:

Yesterday I recovered from my binge. I still ate about 600 cals but it wasn't food like chocolate so I can live with that. I drank like 300 cals though from orange juice. :(
I lost 2 pounds.

Today I've had about 500. I'm quite anoyed.


I think I'll eat tomorrow and then fast a week from tuesday or eat no more than 200 cals a day.




You saved me from eating cereal.

I hope you're having a good day.
Mine's okay.

xx

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