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Sun, Jul. 20th, 2008, 10:55 am
So i was right :(. my ex and that girl are like together. i went to hang out with my friends yesterday and i saw them together, my jaw dropped i was like.. are you KIDDING ME?! people have been telling me about that all week but i had never actually saw it till yesterday. he puts his arm around her he held hands with her he has obviously moved on. hes moved on and im left being the bad guys still if i hate on them even a little. i knew it! i was right about everything and i dont kno why they waited so long! i asked him about it time after time And he just got mad at me. you know what i think? i think he waited till our relationship died so he wouldnt feel bad moving on so quickly. she knows everything my ex and i went through and she still pounces right when we break up. ugh i hate to get out of here. turbo jam class.... blow off some steam :( Sun, Jul. 20th, 2008, 12:49 pm
i thought i did. and i know they don't hate me, but i don't fit in, i don't have that connection. i don't want to eat anymore. Sun, Jul. 20th, 2008, 06:45 pm
how many inches are there in a feet? im trying to work out things on losertown.com Mon, Jul. 21st, 2008, 01:30 am
 Justloveme25 ... sending a very special angel to watch over you and keep you safe and sound on this beautiful earth!! Hang in there, Stay strong, Dont let go!!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxSun, Jul. 20th, 2008, 07:26 pm
since we made some new pictures on our awesome holiday at the weekend I felt like posting some :-) I'll probably post bikini pics too later, I'm just a little shy! lol *turning red* excuse my messy hair, I didn't really have the time to wash it over the weekend. ( new pics ) Sun, Jul. 20th, 2008, 01:24 pm
I need to lose at least 10 pounds in 30 days. Which one is more effective? Please explain experiences :)) Thanks guys :) Current Mood:
 peacefulSun, Jul. 20th, 2008, 12:18 pm
This is for you. Sun, Jul. 20th, 2008, 12:03 pm
( My list ) Add on :] You can make a new section that I forgot, too. Only low cal healthy foods that are yummy may give all these fainting people some good ideas of what won't mess them, just fill them up . <3 Sun, Jul. 20th, 2008, 05:57 pm
i had a masive fight with my mum n step dad bought moni n mi bf so thats a good reason not to eat with them :D buh im still soooooooo tempted agh !! i no like 10 mins of eating puts like 2 hours of exercising on me .. so its not worth it ugh i hate this soo much !!!! why do they invent this food WHY!! <33 Sun, Jul. 20th, 2008, 11:47 am
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 exhaustedSun, Jul. 20th, 2008, 05:42 pm
My boyfriend takes photography in college and his assignment over the break was to take a series of pin-up photos. & He chose me. Today i went to this place with him & he showed me the sett etc and it really is magnificent. Its like leopard print, with leopard print blankets and these warm red silk cushions, It really is amazing. Then he showed me what he wanted me to wear, i knew it was going to be undiiess etc but likee. He got the size exactly right :| He pulled out a pair of tartan size 4 panties with this massive red bow on the hipp & a matching small lacy bra. The only problem is- He isn't allowed to edit the photos, which means i have to look perfect or his photography needs to be better than proffesional. Can anyone offer any advice pleaaaaaseeee? xx Sun, Jul. 20th, 2008, 05:33 pm
( thinspo ) i'm really sorry but for some reason i cannot lock this :( :(Sun, Jul. 20th, 2008, 10:31 am
Sun, Jul. 20th, 2008, 12:14 pm
recently i realized that when i was bike riding my fingers were getting like tingly... like they fell asleep which is really wierd becasue it never happened before i was wondering if this happened to anyone else. and when ive been purging.. ive been throwing up blood..like i scratched my throat/mouth. its wierd because before this never happend but ever since i relapsed again.. idk things are much different. Sun, Jul. 20th, 2008, 04:55 pm
Waiting for it to get dark so I can smoke and watch the comedy that's on Tv, it makes me feel so much better. I'm so bored, I can't excersise or even clean because I broke my ankle, trust me, I've tried. :( I may go take some pictures so I can look at them when I want to binge and I won'#t because am huge. :( I might take one every week. Ergh any ideas on what to do to fill my time? :S I'm normally fine today just seems so long. think thinx Sun, Jul. 20th, 2008, 04:46 pm
food haunts me even when im fucking sleepng!!! Sun, Jul. 20th, 2008, 10:39 am
So appearantly I lost 4.2lbs since yesterday morning. Mon, Jul. 21st, 2008, 01:38 am
We have become so distant in over 2 weeks. Current Mood:
 sadSun, Jul. 20th, 2008, 04:37 pm
If so what are you're stats? :) I'm still making up for my weird recovery thing. :( My familly think I'm all good now and i've learnt to hide it better from the mistakes i made last time. Sun, Jul. 20th, 2008, 04:25 pm
I lost 2 pounds. Today I've had about 500. I'm quite anoyed. I think I'll eat tomorrow and then fast a week from tuesday or eat no more than 200 cals a day. You saved me from eating cereal. I hope you're having a good day. Mine's okay. xx |
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